i don’t trust
pants without pockets.
i don’t trust myself
to wear them, to not
have that container—like a
bucket but so much closer—
to not suddenly drop my phone,
your number, my own hand
straight down my back/side.
the kangaroo has the
right idea: built-in
storage. if we had a
skin pocket, i suppose
i would want to carry you
around in mine. unless i
was being carried in yours.
we could take turns—at least
until the baby came.
i don’t trust a poem
that can be kept in a pocket.
it should be a siren: burning
a hole straight through and out.
it should burn the pants
right off you—right
down to the ground.
a good poem is all the lies and all the truths
you have ever told, rolled up into a tidy
scroll, for just a moment, and then—charging
forward and backward and upward and downward and
every which wayward to take out an entire block—
like a bulldozer, like a flock of flying rhinoceros.
i don’t trust a person
who can be kept in a pocket,
who wants to pocket another.
if i were to carry you around in mine,
it would be for just a tiny time,
until you gathered the dark heat you needed,
until you chewed your way out:
slowly, gorgeously,
letting me feel your teeth
as you broke into the world
to be heeded again.
this isn’t what i expected to write on
poem in your pocket day.
but when do we ever know
exactly what we are going to say,
what is going to break out of all
of our invisible burning pockets?
if you always do, shame on you.